Don't Play With Fire, Unless You Can Handle Getting Burned

Busy busy busy busy Yeah, seriously. I've got about a billion things I need to get done before tomorrow, and we'll see how many of them actually get done.  My lab actually wasn't too bad today, I fniished it very quickly.  Other than that, I'm about to go meet up with Steph so that we can study Diff EQ, BAH!!!  After that I'll probably call C, and then I will go to Diff EQ, go home and go to sleep, so that my physics exam can kill me tomorrow.  Later everyone

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 29, 2004 12:57 | link | comments (2)
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Internal Conflict can go to hell.  That's all for now

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 28, 2004 20:00 | link | comments (4)

Bah, Very Bah

Well, I'm just sitting around waiting for the Ny-quil to overwhelm my bodies natural instinct to stay awake.  Antibiotics kick ass, oh hells yeah.  Anywho, I have a physics exam this Thursday that I am sooooo totally not ready for....... Yeah.......  I've somehow gotta figure in time to study for that.  Stupid thermodynamics, it can eat it.  Other than that, I'm slowly recovering from my plethora of illnesses, those can also die.  Now it is time for me to fall asleep, I will post more this week than last week I promise

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 26, 2004 21:29 | link | comments (3)

Let's see, today has featured me mostly fighting whatever the hell forms of bacteria happen to be present in my body, doing ltos of sleeping, and hw. This weekend definetly sucked in terms of doing stuff. I did absolutely nothing at all this weekend, oh well. I'll write a slightly longer post later, I have to go finish putting away groceries. Later everyone

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 26, 2004 14:06 | link | comments
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Well I am sick as crap.  I have strep throat, a sinus infection, and a whole host of other things.  I'm also feeling very lonely at the moment, I really am craving physical contact at the moment, although I am very sick.  I went to the dr. today and they were like, "yeah, you're sick" and gave me a bunch of prescriptions and sent me home.  Now I'm just kind of sitting around my house not doing anything.  I really miss someone, I wish that she was here to comfort me when I was sick, as I wish that I could be there to comfor her since she isn't feeling too well either.  Anywho, I shall be going for now, I doin't really know what I'm going ot end up doing otnight, but I'll venture a guess that it involves lots of painkillers and antibiotics.  Later everyone, have a good night

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 25, 2004 20:56 | link | comments (1)
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Bah, I feel like crap today.  My head hurts, my sinuses hurt, and my throat hurts.  I have to go to the dr.'s around 5 this evening for like an hour and a half.  That does not sound like my iodea of fun.  Then again, I don't relly know what my idea of fun is anymore.  I'm just kinda sitting here very perplexed as to what to do at the moment.  I really want ot go out and be with people but I can't seem to get a hold of anyone.  That and the fact that I don't have any energy, leads to the ickiness factor.  Well I'll be lounging arounnd the hhouse for most of the day, I'm looking for a movie to watch or something but I can't find one.  Oh well, I'm outta here.  Maybe I'll go lay down on my bed or somethin'

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 25, 2004 11:15 | link | comments

Let's see, what's been going on recently.  I've been really really really busy.  There has been much hw and class assignemnts for me to do.  I'm personally realy growing tired of all of the work, I know that in the long run everything is going to pay off, but it just seems so hard.  I just wnat to crawl into a hole and hgo to sleep.  Today is the first day that I haven't had more than 1`4 hours of straight schoolwork to do since Sunday.......  So I'm making the most of it by being really lazy.  Anywho, I'm off to go try and relax a little today, I hope everyone is doing okay, later all

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 24, 2004 08:49 | link | comments

This Is How I Feel Today

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 21, 2004 19:56 | link | comments (2)

Well, let's see......  I went to the dr. this morning, but they didn't tell me anything I didn't already know.  Oh well...  I'm really tired right now, and I would really prefer to ummmm not do any homework tonight.  Yeah, that sounds good.  Anywho, I am now finally going to be able to return to a normal posting schedule for alittle while, unfortunately I have 3 exams this week and I really don't want to take any of those, especially since they're all hard.  Bah!  Anyways, I should probably be going, I have class soon.  Later.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 20, 2004 13:43 | link | comments
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Hello everyone, good lord this has been absolutely crazy week.  Right now my neck hurts really bad, although I don't why...  Well yesterday my blog became one year old.  Wow, a lot has changed in one year.  It's been a crazy year, but at least right now everything seems to be wokring out really well.  I have been so crazy busy and I don't really expect taht to change at all this semester.  Oh well, let's see, I went out of town this weekend...  That was good times, I've got adr.'s apoointment tmrw to find out why my body is being stupid.  Other than that, I've got abunch of reading and commenting to do before midnight for my english class.  Later everyone

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 19, 2004 20:15 | link | comments
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Yeah, super short post for now.  I'm off to lab, haven't slept since sometime on monday......  EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
Anywho, I'm going to post mopre when I get some free time tonight.  Until then, everyone have a good day

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 15, 2004 11:13 | link | comments (2)
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Work!!!!!!!! Good god, my professors have seen fit to absolutely bury me in hw..........  Anywho, this should be a rather short post, I don't have to much time, and I will try to post something more substantial when I get a chance (no promises when that will be)  I've just been super busy with school, but I did get most of my work done so far.  I'm currently trying to fit a weeks worth of hw into 4 days, so that I can be carefree this weekend, and it's turning out to be extremely hard.  I can do it though, it's just hard.  Well, that's it for now, I hope everyone has a good day and I apologize to thsoe of you who I have not had time to comment/talk with.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 14, 2004 16:06 | link | comments
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grrrrrr.... I 'm really mad at myself at the moment, I totally forgot about a hw assignemtn that I had due tmrw, and I don't have the book here with me at school, so I have absolutely no idea what time I wll be going to bed, oh well.  I guess it's my fault for not doing it, it just ticks me off.  Other than that, today was pretty relaxing, I really don't wanna go to this english class tonight, but oh well.  I've got a lot on my mind at the moment, and I already wish that it was the weekend, which is bad cuz it's only monday..........  Anywho, I'm going to have a lot of work to do later so I will dfeinetly be up late if anyone wants to find me on aim.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 13, 2004 15:59 | link | comments

Let's see, I haven't really been up to much. I basically did nothing last night, I ended up watching some Red vs Blue with Tom, and then after that we just chilled and didn't do too much. This week looks to be extremely busy, I'm not really sure how busy it's going to be yet, I jsut know taht I will have very little if any free time. *sigh..... This is becoming the srtory of my semester, no free time for me. Oh well, I guess I just have to play with teh cards taht I'm dealt. I hope everyone is doing good, As for meit's off to do some differential equations work. Later all

Lyrics Of The Moment:

Sick and tired of this world
There's no more air
Tripping over myself, going nowhere
Waiting, suffocating, no direction
I took a dive and

[CHORUS]
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you

Been wondering why it's only me
Have you always been inside waiting to breathe
It's alright, sunlight on my face
I wake up and yet, I'm alive 'cuz

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I was so afraid of going under
But now, the weight of the world
Feels like nothing, nothing
(down, down, down)
You're all I wanted
(down, down, down)
You're all I needed
(down, down, down)
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed

And I won't forget the way you loved me
All that I wanted, all that I needed and now

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 12, 2004 11:04 | link | comments (1)

Okay, so I have hw to do....  (What else is new?)  I'm acutally feeling a little strange at the moment, I woke up and my eye was itching really bad, so I went to put some eye drops on it and it just kinda hurt like crazy for 20 mintues or so, I think it's all better now though, so it's all good.  Anywho, today was spent doing the usual friday things.  I.e: Doing HW, and then doing more hw.  Anywho, I've got a bunch of things I need to take care of so I will post mroe tomorrow, later all

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 10, 2004 22:08 | link | comments (1)
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Tpday has been well, bah...  Yeah, I don't really know why, I just have had a lot on my mind and I wiosh that it would just go away and leave me alone.  Although that doesn't seem to really be an option.  (Although it would be really cool if you could somehow will hw out of existence)  Anyways, I should probly get going, I've gott stuff I need to get done.  Later everyone.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 09, 2004 19:07 | link | comments (3)
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BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY, yeah that pretty much describes my life at the moment. I truly apologize to everyone since I haven't really been able to post comments back in everyone's blogs.  But yes Laura, I still say 'bah' oh yeah...  Anywho, I've just been keeping insanely busy with school.  Speaking of which it's hw time, then sleeptime.  So everyone have a good night, but I'm off to finsih more Nuclear Physics work.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 08, 2004 20:48 | link | comments

Let's See, I think that it's food-naptime

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 07, 2004 21:03 | link | comments (2)

Hmmmmm.... Let's see what did I do today, BAH, this keyboard is annoying because it keeps sticking.  Anywho, today I went to classes had a breakwent to more classes, and I'm going to be going to mro classes relatively soon. Sigh......  I miss someone very much, and I wish that she could be here.  I haven't been doing too much else today, I did a little bit of hw and studying and after class I'll probly do a little bit more.  I have a bunch of differential euqations and discrete mathamatics hw that I need to get done.  Anywho, I should be heading off now.  I hope that everyone has a good day

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 07, 2004 16:36 | link | comments (1)
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Well........  Today actually turned out pretty well.  I just finished an EPIC game of Mario Party, oh man it was epic.  I won at the last turn by one star.  YES!!!!!!!  Anyways, other than that I did a bunch of hw today.  I met up with Tom and we did physics hw, blah, and then I cam ehome and did some studying for Differenetial Equations.  After that I called to talk to someone ont he phone, but she wasn't there, so I went to dinner with ym parents, my dad and I were getting along really well, although the rest of my family seemed rather quiet and perturbed, I'm not sure about what though.  I made my dad shoot soda out of his nose during dinner because he laughed so hard, it was really funny.  After I got back I got a phone call, and it was very good to hear the voice on the other end of the line.  I think that I am starting to get over the events that have happened this weekend.  As they grow more distant in time, I am reminded more and more of what really matters in my life, and that is love, and Love will always triumph over all.  I don't need anything else other than that.  This realization has really helped me to close up loose ends in my mind so to speak.  Unofrtunately, I fear that words that I have said may have either been misinterpreted or un-intentionally hurtful of someone's emotions.  That was not my intention at all, I always just feel like honesty is the best policy by far, when it comes to talking about feelings.  I want people to tell me exactly how they feel about things that I say or do, and I do the same.  So, I hope that my candidness did not hurt anyone...  On that note, I am going to listen to a song I just downloaded (I'm a bad man) " Love is all you need......."  YAY!!!

I hope that everyone had a good Labor Day weekend, and that they enjoyed the time off (well, for those that got any time off)  I just remember how blessed I am to have certain people in my life at the moment, and I am so grateful for those people, I don't know what I would do without y'all.  Have a good eveing everyone

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 06, 2004 20:50 | link | comments (1)
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Well, the large majority of my weekend is now over.  I am now basically jsut left with hw that needs to get done....  I don't wanna do any of this stupid hw, but then again, if I don't I'll probably fail so the alternative to not doing it is not really a good option.  This weekend was really up and down, there were some really good moments and some very awkward moments.  All in all, I think I'm doing okay in spite of everything, I just need to make sure that I stay focused on what's iumportant in my life.  Other than that, I am now off to go to howemwork for my Liinear Dynamics class, which I really don't wanna do.  Wish me luck.  Later all

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 05, 2004 18:08 | link | comments (1)
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The phrase for this week is "SO FREAKING BUSY!!!!"  Anywho, I don't have much time top post right now, (I've got a bunch of places to go) But I just thought I would put up a quick post since I dpoubt I will be able to post until Sunday.  This weekend is going to be soooooo busy, but I am REALLY looking forward to all of it.  Anyways, I should probablyget going, everyone have a great day.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 03, 2004 09:04 | link | comments

Let's see, what am I doing today....  Class, Eat, Class, Class, More Class, More Class, AHHHHH!!!!!! hehehehe.  I've been enojkying my classes, I took a mega hard exam in my Linear Dynamic Signals and Systems Class, involving all sorts of fun fourier and LaPlace transforms.  I am now sitting here in one of the computer labs waiting until my discrete mathamatics class.  I have been so busy recently it's been hard to find a moment to just relax.  That's why I'm really looking forward to this weekend, I am very much looking forward to being able to relax and to just not have to think about things.  Well, I've gotta go grab food before my next class, I may or may not post later tonight, I'm not sure yet.  So if I don't everyone have a good night.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at September 01, 2004 12:56 | link | comments (3)
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