Don't Play With Fire, Unless You Can Handle Getting Burned

I'm now 21 today, and I'm learning a lot this weekend.  The most important thing that I've learned in the past few days, is who my real friends are.  Real friends are the ones that you don't have to pull kicking adn screaming to come over to your house and celebrate your birthday.  Real friends are the ones who throw you a surprise party.  Those are real friends, and to all of the people who came last night.  I'd jsut like to let y'all know, that was one of the most memorable experiences of my entire life, and I'm glad that I could ashare it with good friends.  Thank You...  As for the people who may or may not come tonight, well you all don't really fall so highly in the category of good friends............  Anyways, I'm off to run errands but everyone have a good weekend. 

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 29, 2005 12:17 | link | comments

Sigh.........  I'm going through sort of a dilemna of sorts.  Oh well, I guess I'll just have to get through it, friday is my birthday after all.  YAY!!!!  I really just need to sit back and relax.  I'm tired of feeling like I'm boudn down to things, I really just ned to feel free to do whatever I want, and everything right now is really impinging on that.  Blah.....  Anywho, I'm sure I'll make a post or two in the next few days....  Later All

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 27, 2005 18:03 | link | comments

Soooo, this weekend was pretty good.  I turn 21 in less than a week.  SWEET!!!!  Other than that, things have been okay.  I have an exam tomorrow, which I really don't want ot take....... Sigh.....  I just need to do a little more studying, as for that I hope that eeryone is doing okay and that they had a good weekend, updates from the weekend of my brithday will be coming soon....

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 24, 2005 13:33 | link | comments (1)

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 21, 2005 10:19 | link | comments
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Rampage Award: Kill 15 opponents in a row without dying Availability: All gametypes Visual Representation: silver 6 sided star Difficulty Factor: 8

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 20, 2005 23:06 | link | comments

life is better

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 19, 2005 21:30 | link | comments (2)

Today was just kinda one of those days...  You know, the ones that just don't feel right.  I know that tomorrow will bring a better day, so I guess I'm jsust going to sleep it all off and try and not think about it.  Goodnight Everyone

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 18, 2005 20:00 | link | comments

So, now I'm headed off to bed....  Anywho, this weekend ahs been pretty good.  I didn't really have to do too much, and I got a lot of time to relax.  As for now, I have class tomorrow mrning and I don't really want ot go, but I guess I have to.... Sigh.....  Anyways, I hope everyone had a good weekend, ooo and this friday is MASON DAY!!!!!!! SWEEEEEEETTTT!!!!!

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 17, 2005 23:35 | link | comments
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Well, it is about 330 in the morning, and before I head off to bed, I just thought I'd write a short post.  I've been summarily confused by some of the people in my life recently.  On one hand people tell me their fine, but then when I prod a little deepere I find out that things aren't necssarily as "fine" as they had originally told me.  It's making me wish that people were more open with me.  Anyways, I spent a night making someone feel better, and when you really think about it, I think that's always a night well spent.  Anywho, I'm headed off to bed, and if anyone else needs me for something just come out and tell me.  I really don't mind helping y'all out, but seriously, just straight up telll me that you need me to. ...

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 17, 2005 01:18 | link | comments
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Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 15, 2005 14:49 | link | comments
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I'm feeling really sick right now, part of me is telling me that I should go to Urgent Care.....  I may go later, if I'm still feeling like this.  I'm all dizzy, and it hurts a lot when I try and breathe.  My eyes hurt a lot too and I hvae a really bad headache....  This is lame, very lame......  Anyways, I gotta go, hopefully I 'll feel better, if not, well, it won't be the first night I've spen in an ER.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 13, 2005 19:04 | link | comments

When 90% of your waking time over the past few days ca be attributed to school, and you've have only 12 hours of sleep in said days, things get pretty rougjh. I'm pretty sick right now, I can't function normally at the moment, and my voice is almost dead, which is lame.  Other than that, everyone wish me luck on my Statistics exam tomorrow.  Stupid Stochastic Probablities can die, sigh......  Anyways, Afer thursday most of this will be over so I can go back to only being in a semi crazed state, until then though back to studying.  Goodnight all...

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 12, 2005 21:16 | link | comments (1)
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The 10 day countdown begins.... Bumm Bumm Bummmmmmmmmm.... Mason Day 2005 Baby! OH yeah, this time I swear I won't pass out on the lawn in front of the lake....

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 11, 2005 21:31 | link | comments

I'm in one of those moods right now where I can't really see the light at the end of the tunnel.  This semester is really a bitch...  I'd prefer to just be with the one person that can help me take my mind off of this stuff, but I can't, first because she has just as much work to do, and second, because this stuff needs to get done.  I wish life jsut had a pause button, that way I could have all the time in the world to do what needed to be done and then have some time so that I can relax, that would be nice.  Anyways, I'm going to bed.  Goodnight all.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 10, 2005 19:59 | link | comments (2)

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 03, 2005 15:58 | link | comments (1)

I feel like I'm in one of those dreams, the one where you keep trying to climb up a hill but keep slipping down the harder you try....  I'm just going to have to keep on fighting, I'm just getting so tired.....

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 03, 2005 15:08 | link | comments

This weekend seems to have given me a good opportunity to think about things, and I think that's it has been very refreshing, and on that note, I'm going to sleep.  Goodnight everyone....

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at April 03, 2005 01:52 | link | comments