Don't Play With Fire, Unless You Can Handle Getting Burned

Things are goign pretty well, minus the usual pain stuff...  Other than that, I'm really happy, I will soon be celebrating a very special moment with someone awesome...  (I wonder who that is?)  I've been so sleepy and needy lately, my body really doesn't like this having to wake up at 545AM thing, whic I completely understand, but nonetheless have no choice.  I just hope that becvause of all of that I haven't ben feeling liek a burden to people, oh well, I just hop that everyone is happy, but that's a lot to ask for.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 26, 2005 04:56 | link | comments (1)

Last night was okay, I had to leave early from a party which was totally lame, but I didn't want to stay out too late, because I had to get up so early today for work.  Everyone's in a bad mood aroudn here today, it sucks.  Everyone's either complaining or yelling at people, so on the whole I'm gonna try to kep to myself for most of the day, since I'm in a relatively good mood.  Anywho, I gotta get abck to doing real work now, so I'm out...

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 21, 2005 06:30 | link | comments
journals

it's fun to be the boss.  hehehehe  Anyways, I have been in a lot of pain due to the fact that I messed my ankle up, but it's feelin' better now, not totalyl better, but at least better than it was.  I hope that everyone is doing okay, and is happy.  I've gotta get back to work, seeing as how I have about 10 things to do in the next 2 hours

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 19, 2005 11:56 | link | comments

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 16, 2005 22:26 | link | comments

We lay on a stretch of sand.
The tide came in.
The tide came in.

Once we talked about angels.
No; we talked many times of angels.
I am convinced they were not listening.
I know they would have stopped me
from choosing the brightest of reds
from the sea-side garden.
And yet my flower is of fallow earth,
and for its bounded beauty, incomplete.

And I, telling the rose it is thorned,
feeling the smooth line of its stem.
A product of breeding, I am told.
They have taken the daring
out of flowers. But you, your body smooth,
your smiles thorned,
are worth poetry.

I remember death and the children, I said.
The wind swept your words clean.
I heard only your lips.

Then I will meet you:
under hanging leaves in the old garden,
near a river, running careless,
in the dark when lights are unlit
and only the lilt of your laughter
and my hand will cover the spotted tiny pricks of blood
and the leaves slipping through your fingers.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 15, 2005 21:45 | link | comments
poetry

I'm so sleepy....

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 12, 2005 05:05 | link | comments (1)

He sat there, pouring over various forms of media, struggling to discern trees from targets.  This would have just been a regular day for him, except something was different, there was a strange eery quiet about the office.  The once jovial group of workers now sitting at there desks with furrowed brows, furiously trying to contain the anger that they felt inside.  Fearful that in their rage someone would make a mistake, but no, the team worked just as a single mind, pouring over all of the available data, "Hold On Sir, I think I may have spotted something" came a voice out of the back of the room, "What is it?" the man sitting several rows in front of him replied, "well, I'm not exactly sure" said the first, "it may me exactly waht we were looking for" he pointed as he typed as quickly as his hands could go, and sent out a cable that could have massive implications for all.  The man sitting in front, all of a sudden received the message that had been sent, and as he looked over it his eyes began to widen.  "Son, if you're wrong about this a lot of innocent people are going to die today..."  The man who had sent the message was suddenly very composed, and replied "Then I just won't be wrong," he hit the send button, and immediately actions that would have a set of very final consequences for certain individuals came to pass...

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 07, 2005 16:11 | link | comments

Cassie is the best woman in the entire world!

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 06, 2005 20:25 | link | comments

life goes by so blazingly fast, it's scary to think how little we actually take the time to stop and realize just how special every moment is.  I'm in a good place and I really apppreciate everything that I have.  I hope everyone knows that I feel that way

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at July 02, 2005 06:49 | link | comments (1)