Don't Play With Fire, Unless You Can Handle Getting Burned

Classes, well, today was cool yet sucky at the same time. It was definetly a ery odd feeling to be walking back up the stairs into the Johnson Center. It felt so surreal, like I didn't belong there. I think it's because my heart is definetly somewhere else at the moment. I ran into Tom at the Taco Bell so that was cool, and we chilled for a little bit beofre he had to go off to his class, then I jsut sorta wandered around and read a letter that I got in the mail today. I like getting letters in the mail. I will never lose that chilcdish feeling of "OOOOOOO I GOT A LETTER!!!!" Today has been very subdued for me, when I was in classes, I could keep my mind occupied on classes, but when I was ou tof classes I could hardly keep my mind from wandering to thoughts of places that I would rather be. I left my phone at home today so I couldn't really get a hold of any of my friends, which made the whole thing rather lame. Other than that, let's see........ I wrote a few e-mails, checked up on people's blogs, and my math class looks like it should be pretty good (my prof grades on class averages) hehehehe...... Anyways, I was just sitting here waiting in between classes, (I was going ot go to they gym but then I decided I didn't want to go) Everyone here seems a little subdued this time around, mayube it's jsut the fact that I ve changed a lot as a person over this summer. That could have a lot to do with it. It was kinda strange, usually all the guys want to come up and talk to me in math class (I guess I look like a bookworm, not that it isn't true) but When I sat down in my math class, I was surrounded by girls. It was really really strange, I've never had that happen before. So I was a little surprised by the whole thing. Even whilst I was surrounded by girls, there was only one I could think about (she knows who she is ;-) After that I came here, and I'm sitting in Innovation writing this obscenely long blog post. I don't know why, I guess I just felt like talking but since noone was there to talk to I put it all here.

And My Back Really Really Hurts... I need a massage

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at August 30, 2004 16:06 | link | comments
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