We Can Never See Past The Choices We Don't Understand

Sunday, October 24, 2004

We Can Never See Past The Choices We Don't Understand

Well, this weekend was very interesting... IT started off great, well not so great at first, but it was okay once you got past the obnoxious complaining of someone. Anywho, I don't know exactly what I want to put in this blog about this weekend at the moment. They're were definetly things that I want to talk about, but I think they are probably better served for another medium. I may put a poem/piece of prose tonight. But I digress... Anyways, this weekend definetly ahd it's ups and downs, and I've had to do a lot of mental housecleaning to keep myself sane, (I like that imagery), but I think I'll be okay. It's really hard to know that someone hurts because they hurt you. Part of you wants to hold them and tell them everything will be alright, while the other part of you feels all of those usual feeling that one feels when they're feelings are hurt (indifference, anger, sadness, I forget the X number of phases that one goes through) . That's all I'm going to say about that though. I'll deal with the rest of it in my head. Overall, my weekend went pretty well. I really wish that I was somewhere else at the moment, definetly not here. It's hard to sleep at night when everytime you close you're eyes the image of someone is burned into your eyelids, and you reach out and hug a pillow pretending, and almost tricking yourself for a brief, fleeting moment that they are there next to you. Sigh........ Such is life........ Anywho, I'm going to head off to bed now, I'm feeling extraordinarily tired. I hope that everyone has a good day.