Don't Play With Fire, Unless You Can Handle Getting Burned

Sometimes, life seems to be going at such a fast clip that you never really seem to get a chance to sit back and reflect on what has happened, or the person that you've become.  I have been feeling very "off" recently.  I can't really put my finger on what it is, I just know that things aren't the way that I Want them to be.  I'm not exactly sure why, all I know is that if you add up the indiviual events taht are going on around me, you would think that I would be one of the happiest individuals around, yet, for some reason I feel out of the loop.  I don't even feel at home aroudn a lot of my friends anymore, I can't figure out why.   Things that once seemed so fulfilling now seem so hollow, and there's really only a few things that seem to really complete me anymore.  I feel strangely unfulfilled in life at the moment, strangely listless in the great ocean that is this world.  I need to figure out where I want to be going.  I know who I want to be there with, but currently that's about all I know, anyways, it's time for me to go to bed.  G'night

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at December 18, 2004 00:27 | link | comments (1)
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#1  18 December 2004 - 14:55

 

hey, you're not the only one, and when it comes to this subject, you'll never be alone in your emotions.

jce_superbeast

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