Don't Play With Fire, Unless You Can Handle Getting Burned

Sooooo.....  I've gotten lazy again in terms of posting.  I've been doing a lot of thinking recently, about getting out of school graduating and all of those associated things.  It's kinda scary that in just a few short years, two to be exact, I'll be making decisions that affect the rest o my life.  Some of these decision are easier than others though.  But I am continualy forced to ask myself, "What Do I Want Out Of Life?" 

What is it that I want out of life.  I definetly don't have pedetrian tastes.  I like nice things, and I like going places. I like to travel and go out and do things.  I want to find a job that will let me travel yet give me time at home to spend with the people that I love.  Ideally this job would pay me ridiculously large sums of money.  I'd like to live in a nice house.  It wouldn't have to be gigantic or anything, but I would want it to be extremely well decorated, and have a big (huge) TV, and a Gigantic Kitchen.  Other than that, I want a family.  That's definetly one of the most imporatnt desires, I want to have a kid maybe two, and be able to have a real family.  That would be nice. 

I think I'm getting a little emotionally crazy at the moment because I'm having to readjust my schedule again.  I definetly enjoyed falling asleep next to someone who you knew would take care of you.  It's a feeling I'll never get tired of.

On a Different note: a few people have been annoying me recently.  Person Number 1 is on eBay, he sent me the wrong DVD's... LAME.  Person Number 2 is guilty of annoying me, becasue the continually complain, but they don't ever do anything about it.  I get annoyed with people that have enough balls to whine about somethign but none of the perseverence to actually solve the problem.  I hate it when people won't stand up for themselves.  Person 3, well they insist on using guilt to try and manipulate me.  But they're not trying to guilt me outright, tehy're trying to be all sneaky and underhanded about the whole thing.  I swear if I hear "No, It's Okay, Everything's Fine, Really" One More Time, I'm gonna snap and kill someone.

Okay, enough of that.  Now where was I.......  I have no idea.  Maybe I'll just end this egregiously long post now.  Have a good day everyone.

Posted by: hitokiriyuki at January 11, 2005 10:57 | link | comments (1)
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#1  11 January 2005 - 11:08

 

Yeah, once you're out of college it is really scary. I have 1 more year left and I'm thinking about picking up another major just to stay for a bit more =)

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